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Hi everyone<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This post is somewhat late. I have been going back and forth deciding whether I really wanted to write it. This is because I have come to see just how problematic New Year’s resolutions can be. Resolutions, at times, have a way of holding us back; keeping us trapped in our old ways instead of propelling us to where we want to be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So this post isn’t dedicated to New Year’s resolutions. It’s a post about what I learnt in 2021 and how I will use that new found knowledge to push my dreams forward in 2022.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My 2021 can be grouped into two categories: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
One thing I have noticed about myself is that I can be very emotionally manipulative; a trait I share with many Aquarians. For the longest time I didn’t realise that I was using emotional manipulation to get what I want. I have used self-pity and sadness to somewhat manipulate those around me into giving me the answers I want. It is something that I no longer want to do and actively try not to do. I know now that in order to move away from this type of being, I have to address the issues of self-pity. It’s okay to feel sad, but it’s not okay to weaponise that sadness and use it against people you love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I have also realised that I have a lot of preconceived notions about what my friends think of me. For the longest time I have held the belief that my friends don’t really love me or value me. However, I now know that this belief does not stem from them not loving me, but stems from the fact that I do not love or value myself to the extent that my friends do. And because I don’t love or value myself to that extent, I have a hard time believing that those around me can. And this has affected my of my friendships.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In order to heal these relationships, I need to allow people to carry me and love me through certain situations without questioning their motives. But more importantly, I need to start loving myself, caring for myself and valuing myself in the way that I want others to love, care and value me. The extent to which you love and value yourself is the extent to which you believe others can love and value you. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
2021 was a year that I uncovered and healed certain parts of me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n