The Lure of Having a Child
I watch people with their children. I see how parents see their children as both a blessing, and an extension of themselves. I makes me wonder whether I’ll be equipped to be a mother? My stance on children was very…
Depression: The Ability to Fake Happiness
My ability to fake happiness is beginning to shock me. It is almost automatic: a quick smile, a laugh and polite nod to seem interested in conversation. I don’t know if calling it a coping mechanism is appropriate as I…
The Fear of Relationships: Part 2
I am often told that I’m a strong person. The type that doesn’t cry and can stand their ground. The world had convinced me that I don’t need anyone as I can fend for myself. Maybe that’s why I have…
The Fear of Relationships: Part 1
I am not the best when it comes to relationships. If anything me being single is a testimony of how relationships are testing and draining for me. After speaking with a friend about how I act in relationships, I came…
